Wednesday, 9 November 2016

idk


fuckity fuckity shit hole
fuck
fuck
fuck.

it is dark and i'm at school (in the study room) (not studying), staring out at the
vague sad blue evening sky,
a backdrop to the shaky autumn leaves.
in the distance the sun still occupies a circle of its land.
don't go,
the world needs more sun
in this shitty time to be alive

sorry this is a bit sad
lol, but the world is sad right?
yeah yeah, whatever, take things as they go,
optimism
pessimism.

should've been doing work
oops.
maybe i do it to myself...
(when you're annoyed about the whole Trump thing but at the same time you've been dealing with feelings of anger, resentment, pettiness and ambivalence for a long time...)


4 comments:

  1. this is wonderfully poetic in a sporadically angry kind of way.
    thoughts summed up perfectly, especially with "fuckity fuckity shit hole"
    Love.

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    1. Ahh thank you so much !! omg yes sometimes swearing can be a strangely creative outlet. Xxx

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  2. this is so how I feel rn, I have so much to do and all I'm doing is moping around lol x x

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    1. that was literally me today. ugh what is life :'( lmao

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